Dear, mom I love you so much and wish you was here with dm I can't deal with out you being here I feel so alone your all I had besides my kids. I no longer have you to call every day round noon n just talk or no longer to talk bout my life my person problems my kids everything. I no longer have your voice to hear when I want to I'm at a loss of where to go n how to move on. I wake up everyday n now no longer have you to talk to I feel alone in this world I don't have a wife or girlfriend to help me through this grieving process all I have is the silence in the air and the memories of you in my heart, and the future of my kids to think about. I so wish you could come back to me you were my crutch ya let me know everything was going to be okay and I need ya know more than ever. I hope your in a good place and happy and looking down and watching over us because everyday I'll be thinking about you. I am who you made me and I'm proud to have had you as my mother.
